1. |
Come Up
00:54
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(Instrumental)
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2. |
Getting By
01:50
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I just want to speak about things that bother me
About this world that doesn't get me and this weight that holds me down
I can't seem to pick my head up off the ground
Nowadays I only wear a frown
Bury me at sea I don't want to be seen
I want dark water to engulf me
And
The only person that looks down on me will understand I found peace in drowning
The past is dark I never had a chance
At rebounding
The regrets I lived out west
Left a bitter taste
The last two weeks turned into a bitter disgrace
Crushed by guilt every day
Constant stress and headaches
We both made mistakes
And it's sad that I'll never feel the same
Again
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3. |
Abandon
01:08
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Just let me out
By now you know what I'm about
I'm still here in self-doubt
I have no reason to be proud
You stuck that knife right in my windpipe
It's no wonder I can't breathe right
At what point do I enjoy life
Sick of living every day in strife
You don't talk about your problems well I do
So I'll write songs about
The shit we went through
You stuck that knife right in my windpipe
It's no wonder I can't breathe right
At what point do I enjoy life
Sick of living every day in strife
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4. |
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This city's dark
The streets are cold
Every gutter is filled with bones of the friends that I used to know
Just a reminder I'm alone
I'm always taking it two steps back and I never get ahead because I never get my ass out of bed
But I'll give one more try at this life I'll fake a smile and tell myself it's alright
These thoughts are misleading I'll keep on receding into my dark mind until the day I die.
I'll be fine
Right here where I've been for two long
cold
lonely
years
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5. |
1:58 AM
01:29
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You woke me up again last night
In my dreams not in real life
It's no wonder my head isn't right
But that's how life goes
My light doesn't glow
It hangs in a room where it never shows
And nobody sees
So nobody cares
That's why its still hanging there
That's life
You woke me up last night
This time in real life
It's no wonder my head isn't right
Was every I love you just a lie
Lately I only reside inside my mind
Even if there was some sort of peace to find
It wouldn't change the fact I was left
Behind
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6. |
Lazarus
02:25
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Just so you
So you know
Just so you
So you know
When the wind blows
I hope it takes
You out west
To the things you said that you wanted best
Truer words were spoken to your lord the day he died
That's something I just can't relate to even though I try
It's sad but nowadays I'm just lying on my back suffering from panic attacks and things that hold me down from my past
This world
Feels cold
With no one
Standing by my side
Pull me out from in this cage I've been living in these days
It just seems there's no escape
And if there was
I still would be too late
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